Healing From Church

You wouldn't think that people who gather together in the name of God, would be able to hurt other people so bad, unless of course you live it. You would hope that emotional relief and acceptance would be found in a place where love is preached. You could have believed that Christianity set you apart …

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Internal sibling rivalry

Everyone has an internal family system waiting to let go of beliefs and lies that promote sibling rivalry between its parts. Arguments inside your system stem from polarized viewpoints on a subject much like a brother and sister conflicting with each other in the outside world. For every disconnect in relationship there is a part …

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Even Jesus flipped some tables

You are allowed to be angry, even Jesus flipped some tables.  I couldn't begin to track the times I went from zero to one hundred in a rage because of the injustice I suffered.  That type of fury was always justified, just not to the ones witnessing it.  I had come by it honestly though …

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To infinity and Beyond Salvation

Since people are asking about the religious spirit and deliverance, I feel this is timely.

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I used to doubt my ability to heal the pain in people’s lives when I knew they were influenced by an evil spiritual force.  I attracted witches, cult members, fairies, those practicing new age, hitch hikers, addicts, criminals, prostitutes, mobsters, strippers, vagabonds, abusers, trans gender’s, religious zealots, petifiles, innocent people lured by secret societies and Americans who believed yoga was nothing more than a form of exercise.  My fear in the power of satan to keep these people deceived was greater than my faith in Daddy to use me for their deliverance.  I knew the basis for most denominational and organizational control was the religious spirit, I just didn’t realize that I was sitting under it.  So when I brought these people I attracted to church with me because their troubles were out of my league to handle, I assumed those who bragged about supernatural power would be able to…

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The Judge

"It's amazing how movies can do that, lure you right into someone else's pain as it tears down your walls for the actors relationships while making your own vulnerable.  Your breath slows as you wait for every argumentative word to pack a punch of climatic ridicule and then you gasp when both people really shutter …

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Surrogate to the youth

I tend to think in idealist ways and believe that we should always try to do something fearlessly and apologize later.  Too often however, I was told that I took action beyond the bounds and that my consequences would deter me a second chance.  Now, because I believe rules were meant to be broken, or …

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I want to ask.

"Don't ask why, just do it", is hardly a way to lead others. People under the burden of the "just do it" crazymaker aren't free to ask why. Asking questions is considered rebellious, defiant, and insubordinate. Obedience, they feel, should be automatic and unquestioned. Yet to forbid questions greatly discourages the formation of responsibility in …

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Thankful for the ER

I can't believe green slime that glowed could be projectile vomited from deep within my body in such violent force.  My symptoms of stabbing pain in my intestines and back were uncontrollable and came on without warning.  My extremities became heavy and when dizziness made my head feel like it was spinning, I knew I …

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