Spiritual stories that capture the depth of dreams, supernatural faith and prophetic counsel.
And in trying to avoid the unpleasant aspects of our lives we have missed out on the joys. Developing an ability to see things as they really are and to find healthier, more appropriate ways of dealing with the people and circumstances we encounter is not always easy or comfortable. It's not easy to come …
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I at least have a brain cell and won't succumb to the average, normal, status quo way of indulging an escape from relational, emotional and physical pain. If I have come this far in life and endured the creaking of arthritic joints, pain in my vagina, over-firing of nerves in my legs, debilitation of muscle …
Continue reading Chronic ANYTHING causes cyclic chaos
After preparing my own octopus dish and relating it to my love life, I gained a deeper revelation about the ways I have been suckered into entangling relationships because I hadn't taken time to be alone first. I can handle a lot of physical pain because I have had to live with it most of …
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Tradition can go on for decades because of knowledge and organization, but that doesn’t mean love and Holy Spirit lead it. One of my favorite quotes is, “I have respect for tradition, but I’m passionate for truth”. Anyone can create their own truth and commit to living it out, but few ask Daddy what He …
Continue reading Ministry can’t satisfy
Past events that are too painful to comprehend create coping skills such as distortions, rationalizations, suppression or denial of feelings that often are misunderstood. Our brains are able to block out memories so our conscious can displace the shock or pain of events, especially trauma. Often we cannot remember, creating a memory block of years …
Continue reading Repression requires spiritual eyes
I was in the thick of emotional turmoil last January facing the predicted ending of a relationship with an addict. I had lost myself and was desperately trying to gain new ground and stand on my own two legs for stability. I was dreaming every night and journaling every day hoping to make sense out of …
Continue reading We are in preparation
I remember when my depression accompanied my physical pain; it made it all the harder to endure. Often the mental anguish would take over and for years I would open my eyes in the morning to a cloud of impending doom hovering over me. Now being on the other side of depression, I can …
Continue reading Dormant depression
If you consider personality differences than you realize seeing an arm grow out of a shoulder stump where there was no arm before, will provoke different responses in a group of people. Same God, yet many testimonies will be shared of that event according to each person’s perception. Our Father isn’t negated of performing that …
Continue reading Our miracles are never wasted
I’d like to address reading this memoir “Three Little Words” from the perspective of an aspiring author who wishes to publish a similar story, my own. I write down testimonies as they return to my memory just as this book captured the thematic childhood of those of us who have felt un-wanted throughout the course …
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Inspiration, a feeling of excitement and depression at the same time. I often wonder if what burns inside my heart and brews inside my mind isn't just prejudgment of strangers? The impressions I give to people just by taking their actions personally make me out to be something I'm not. When really I'm smart but …
Continue reading Twelve year old goals
REVELATIONS FROM DADDY IN HEAVEN 