Left hand, left behind lies

Draw a line down the paper and write from the younger side on the left with the left hand. Being left behind. Being insignificant. I don't have what it takes to compete so I give up. I'm not ok, I'm leaking. Visit the inner child. Speak to her as the adult. Make it ok. We …

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Rogue at work

I have always quit my jobs or been fired from them unless it was an enterprise that I started or managed.  Maybe I'm a power junkie and need to utilize my decision making for big purposes because the mundane, routine operations of waitressing bore me and make me feel constricted.  I know it's easy to …

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Instinctively feeling un-wanted

I am bubbling up inside and I can't stop laughing out loud.  I take two steps from the kitchen to the hallway and I pause with my hand on my heart, grateful for the stories I have lived to tell about.  I take two more steps and I lift my hands toward the heavens because …

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prognosis and pain

Doctors cannot become our God.  I was deemed a chronic pain patient without hope for years until I started to do everything the doctors told me I couldn't.  The fear tactics and warnings of the "sky could fall", got real old and I needed to test my faith.  Note that I said I wanted to test …

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Miraculous Healing of the Brain

I have heard so many testimonies while visiting with friends or passing through the grocery store and it disturbs me that I can't capture them in the moment. It is my hope to take captive of opportunities as they erupt instead of having to re-schedule them as I did in this scenario but I am …

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Unashamed of my abortion

The many facets of my life can be collected in a storybook of healing. I have listened to countless stories from many people in their brokenness but the underlying message is one of shame and guilt. It is because I share my weaknesses like the Apostle Paul that I am unashamed of my abortion many …

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Spoken words of Success

I don't want to rationalize my circumstances in the same ways that the world does.  I don't believe the focus should be on the the bad thing causing us to see God in it, but rather it should be a focus of expecting Daddy to redeem Himself in the qualities that best describe Him: love, …

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Sex trafficking in my backyard

About 3 months ago the Atlanta Airport had a shutdown.  No flights were able to leave or arrive because of the so-called "Black-out", which negated flyers from reaching their destinations.  Could it have been legit?  Maybe, but I seriously doubt it since the predictions of child trafficking running through their airport has become the first …

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See me for myself

First of all Lord I'm sorry that I have believed I can heal another human. Look deep within my soul and cleanse me from undue responsibility. I'm sorry that I've believed I could do a better job than You at ministering to a loved ones brokenness. I'm so sorry for seeking love from people first …

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