We attach to survive

Before we make sense of the world, the world shapes our mind. If what we take in through our senses conveys to our brain that we don’t have safety or acceptance in the world, we conclude negative things about who we are in it. Nurture begins the day we are birthed and it can greatly …

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A shepherd for my dismal days

Many of us remember a tragedy and its specific details; where we were and what took place.  Those "moments", those wounds could have been the beginning of our scattered souls, where we doubted the Shepherd and thought He left us unprotected from the preying wolves. "For this is what The Sovereign Lord says: I myself …

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What church doesn’t get about Jezebel

When I use my own story as an example of what Daddy has brought me through, it should be that story that others hear without being offended, after all it is my testimony, not something everyone has to agree with.  The depictions of the Jezebel spirit that I have heard preached from pulpits however, are …

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I’m leaking

Draw a line down the paper and write from the younger side on the left with the Left hand. Being left behind. Being insignificant. I don't have what it takes to compete so I give up. I'm not ok, I'm leaking.  Visit the inner child. On the right side of the paper write from your …

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Systematic Dependencies

I like to identify with the apostle Paul and boast in my weaknesses.  I do this because I’m not ashamed to boast in my Daddy’s strength.   I knew I always needed help in life, I just didn’t realize I needed a Savior to get it.   My many weaknesses took me down a road paved with …

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Revelation at the gym

I had been going to the same gym for 7 years and I found it amazing that I met someone new every time I went.  With the move back into my Dad’s house I was even closer to the gym than when I was residing in town and married.  It was the beginning of 2013 …

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PTSD lands on wrong shoulders

When I realize in the spirit realm that a new wave is emerging in the world, it is usually because prophetic insight is addressing a foundational issue.  PTSD is first and foremost a strategy of coping that occurs because the person has suffered a trauma and is re-living a portion of it at present time, …

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