Traditional templates condemn true transformation

The reason why you can still continue to smoke cigarettes after a prognosis of certain death is given, is because a part inside has used smoking as survival for so long that it can’t risk stopping because it believes it’s keeping you alive. You can apply this dynamic to any hangup, habit or need for …

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Nomadic Normalcy

I am in amazement that I was drawn to a CS Lewis clip because it was a sneaky way for the Lord to address the underlinings of my boredom and burnout with church life.  The headline read “healing the wound in your minds“ and yet it covered a topic completely unexpected. Even as I write …

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Intertwining thoughts

Lord God bring greater peace and the ability to hear your voice clearly, open the secret treasures to me, and bring me the rich inheritance that you gave me in a dream as a child, renew my strength so I can grasp and hold onto those beginning deposits of my destiny. Make my calling more …

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Creating a Crafted Prayer

I believe a lot of what the church has taught us about prayer has left us powerless and exhausted. I have witnessed and heard many leaders indicate burnout in these years since Covid, because they have lost sight of the supernatural power of intercession that comes with joy.  If it has become an obligation, it is …

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Help, my lawn chair won’t close.

Ever wonder why people warn you to not pray for patience when it is a fruit of the spirit? That advice is remedial at best because it causes us to miss out on character growth because we fear being stretched. Miracles are part of the promise for those who believe that they will do greater …

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prognosis and pain

Doctors cannot become our God.  I was deemed a chronic pain patient without hope for years until I started to do everything the doctors told me I couldn't.  The fear tactics and warnings of the "sky could fall", got real old and I needed to test my faith.  Note that I said I wanted to test …

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See me for myself

First of all Lord I'm sorry that I have believed I can heal another human. Look deep within my soul and cleanse me from undue responsibility. I'm sorry that I've believed I could do a better job than You at ministering to a loved ones brokenness. I'm so sorry for seeking love from people first …

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WAFFLEHOUSE & Wild Encounters

"Please don't air out all of my personal relationship rifts in front of all these people", was all I could think when the Pastor acknowledged my single-hood from the pulpit.  I thought for sure that my deepest, darkest sins were going to be put on blast before a group of strangers and let's face it, …

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Tipped from Heaven

I had a wonderful morning meeting people at work and asking them where they were from. I spoke with some locals and found out they were familiar with Global School of Supernatural ministry where I went in 2012. Then I forgot to grat a large party who happened to not leave a tip. I settled …

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Thankful for the ER

I can't believe green slime that glowed could be projectile vomited from deep within my body in such violent force.  My symptoms of stabbing pain in my intestines and back were uncontrollable and came on without warning.  My extremities became heavy and when dizziness made my head feel like it was spinning, I knew I …

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