Repetition Compulsion in Relationships

In seeing that I was failing miserably in my closest relationship I began reading up on cognitive distortions.  Repetition Compulsion is a distortion in thinking that seeks comfort in the familiar which is the desire to return to an earlier state of things even if the thought or pattern was destructive.  This cycle has been …

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Suggested shampoo side effects

Everything is suddenly, "warning, warning, warning" us before we make a natural decision these days.  Do I not have a brain cell?  But in reality, a mere suggestion about shampoo can swoop in with doubt because of the negative energy it's fear-based control brings with it.  Taking every thought captive and leading your soul into …

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Spoken words of Success

I don't want to rationalize my circumstances in the same ways that the world does.  I don't believe the focus should be on the the bad thing causing us to see God in it, but rather it should be a focus of expecting Daddy to redeem Himself in the qualities that best describe Him: love, …

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Our miracles are never wasted

If you consider personality differences than you realize seeing an arm grow out of a shoulder stump where there was no arm before, will provoke different responses in a group of people.  Same God, yet many testimonies will be shared of that event according to each person’s perception.  Our Father isn’t negated of performing that …

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Dr. King meant well

Martin Luther King Jr. was an advocate for equality until his message coupled with politics and changed how the welfare system will keep people down. In my classroom today I was told by my black students that they hated me because of the color of my skin. I asked them why, because I was obviously …

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Systematic Dependencies

I like to identify with the apostle Paul and boast in my weaknesses.  I do this because I’m not ashamed to boast in my Daddy’s strength.   I knew I always needed help in life, I just didn’t realize I needed a Savior to get it.   My many weaknesses took me down a road paved with …

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Personality tests

ENFJ When I was a new believer everyone thought my call was evangelism.  I was fine with it because it made sense; I loved to share about Jesus with everyone because of the great darkness He rescued me from. I had an immediate boldness which was directly opposite of my personality prior to finding Him …

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