Dormant depression

  I remember when my depression accompanied my physical pain; it made it all the harder to endure.  Often the mental anguish would take over and for years I would open my eyes in the morning to a cloud of impending doom hovering over me.  Now being on the other side of depression, I can …

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Pilot Podcast: Her name is Octavia

http://www.podbean.com/media/share/pb-wdvnb-90fd21 Her name is Octavia and I was destined to meet her because of what she taught me about myself.  Meeting her was what both of our spirits needed.  I didn't have clothes for her, but I had the unction to look at her in the eyes and see who she was in Daddy's sight.  …

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Living me

Most people are annoyed in life because they never meet their goals. I need to meet my goals. I have accomplished much but still have bigger dreams to attain. Th saying goes, "Commit yourself to the how and the way will come". I really don't know what I can't do. I'll try anything once and …

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For Far too Long

For far too long, I have carried physical pain in my body, perhaps my whole life. I attributed much of my pain to the emotional sufferings I endured and witnessed as a child. I didn't make that connection until I was hospitalized for an eating disorder many years ago. Perhaps developing a love/hate relationship with …

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To infinity and Beyond Salvation

Since people are asking about the religious spirit and deliverance, I feel this is timely.

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I used to doubt my ability to heal the pain in people’s lives when I knew they were influenced by an evil spiritual force.  I attracted witches, cult members, fairies, those practicing new age, hitch hikers, addicts, criminals, prostitutes, mobsters, strippers, vagabonds, abusers, trans gender’s, religious zealots, petifiles, innocent people lured by secret societies and Americans who believed yoga was nothing more than a form of exercise.  My fear in the power of satan to keep these people deceived was greater than my faith in Daddy to use me for their deliverance.  I knew the basis for most denominational and organizational control was the religious spirit, I just didn’t realize that I was sitting under it.  So when I brought these people I attracted to church with me because their troubles were out of my league to handle, I assumed those who bragged about supernatural power would be able to…

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Shake your fists at God

Why can't we express ourselves to God with anger? I'm angry but I'm told to repent and stuff it, how the hell is that being transparent with Daddy? Doesn't He already know why my heart is suffering? I've never adapted well to the "be good" type of Christianity that many appeal to. I know I'm …

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Octavia

I don't usually respond this way to homeless people, maybe my re-location has truly moved me into a new spiritual season after-all.   Every traffic light, every stop sign, every convenience store, every gas station, every park, every parking spot would be an opportunity for accosting my pockets from the 4,000 and climbing homeless who reside …

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Congressional Crap

In reality the donkey and the elephant are friends. Obamas kids and Trumps kids get special treatment and opportunity that normal kids never will. I worked in D.C. for three years and witnessed democrats and republicans trade suitcases with stashes of cash just so they could buy a vote through a lobbyist with a mistress …

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Vulgarity in verbalizations

I have never been a fan of vulgar language and have walked away from many females taking part in such verbalizations because it hurts my soul. After all, we aren't born talking trash or even knowing what half the crude stuff being said even means until someone teaches us. How do we learn how to …

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Do strippers have souls?

Do strippers have souls? What kind of question was I hearing when asked this? My answer came from the need to educate some men who believed women were put on this earth for their entertainment. "All spiritual beings have the innate need to find acceptance and love throughout life. Daddy don't make trash, therefore anything …

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