Healing the Internal Chronic Parts

I left the Internal medicine practice in tears and didn't realize someone in the parking lot could hear me crying until she called out to ask if I was okay. A woman of sweet countenance approached me and just hugged me as I held my paperwork form the doc's office close to my chest and …

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Power in protecting children

I held a 2 month old baby in my arms who was left face down in her mucus yesterday. The staff at the nursery didn’t know how to deal with her crying. When I wiped her face and began praying over her I heard the word “fear”. Then one of the employees said, “her dad …

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Feeding what leads to well-being

  I am secretly envious of those who have never suffered with trauma and the subsequent pains that manifest from it because all unknown symptoms relate to the suggestion of satan who reminds us of memories endured.  And so the eyes close and the throat tightens and I plan into the future and then plan …

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Dormant depression

  I remember when my depression accompanied my physical pain; it made it all the harder to endure.  Often the mental anguish would take over and for years I would open my eyes in the morning to a cloud of impending doom hovering over me.  Now being on the other side of depression, I can …

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Thankful for the ER

I can't believe green slime that glowed could be projectile vomited from deep within my body in such violent force.  My symptoms of stabbing pain in my intestines and back were uncontrollable and came on without warning.  My extremities became heavy and when dizziness made my head feel like it was spinning, I knew I …

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