Repetition Compulsion in Relationships

In seeing that I was failing miserably in my closest relationship I began reading up on cognitive distortions.  Repetition Compulsion is a distortion in thinking that seeks comfort in the familiar which is the desire to return to an earlier state of things even if the thought or pattern was destructive.  This cycle has been …

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Singing Schizophrenic Symbolism

I wish you were a pack of cigarettes cause you would have come with a warning.  Before I let you steal my breath I would a known how bad you were for me.  Some people lie, some people trust, some people hide what they're made of.  If you would a been lit up like a …

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Accepting that fantasy was a facade

Hey new girl, If you and I were placed in a room to discuss the realities and expectations concerning your new relationship with my ex, would you value my perspective on his ability to be trusted, honored and respected or would you want to uphold the facades of freshness before they wear off?  If I …

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