Sayonara Codependent Servanthood

Mindsets of perfection evolve over time when any culture we operate in, wether it’s family, church, work or recreational, uses the subtly suggested expectations undergirding codependency.  Most of the top dogs implementing plans of order, do so with efforts to perfect an uncontrollable situation due to  humanity’s emotions that re-direct the course of action from …

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The parts that lie to us

My scientist friend shared she was feeling inadequate after completing her PhD because she didn’t pursue publication of her research, in essence she was being bullied by a cluster of parts within her system. These parts who remind her of inadequacies encompass the bully, critic, failure, less than, angry, depressed and fighter parts. They often …

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Forgiving Your Judas

I'm pretty sure everyone has heard of the story where Judas betrayed Jesus. Most of us have a similar story of being betrayed by the primary people in our lives which in most cases, are our parents. The unspoken truths about beliefs resonate deep within our psyche when we are too young to express our …

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Ridiculousness

God asks you to give up you to be more than you thought you could be.  Live in the reality of heaven knowing it doesn't matter what people think of you.  Be possessed by the Holy Spirit and the expectation of others possessing love toward you will disappear.  Self preservation may feel like a protective …

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Acting out historical pain

I’m passionate about truth and sharing revelation with whoever will sit and listen, but I only speak to those who have an ear. For years I wasted time and energy trying to spiritually educate church goers about the supernatural ability to be the light in darkness, and realized they would rather be activists. Topics like …

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Facing fear and unbelief head on

I rented a cabin, recruited my best friend and packed up the puppy to bring the great outdoors into my line of vision and embrace facing my fear of heights.  The first day we drove with anticipation for 3.5 hours into the North Carolina mountains of Saluda with enough time to check into our primitive …

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Where spiritual oppression starts

Oppression is an easier word to digest than abuse, all we have to do is try to promote this message on social media and it gets flagged for being offensive. Yet, the mere idea of abuse is offensive, especially to anyone who has suffered from it during childhood development. My journey is peppered with a …

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Healing From Church

You wouldn't think that people who gather together in the name of God, would be able to hurt other people so bad, unless of course you live it. You would hope that emotional relief and acceptance would be found in a place where love is preached. You could have believed that Christianity set you apart …

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Parts of me fear the evening

Task Master Part: "Well I have all these ideas during the day and get so emotionally exhausted at night because if I'm not productive during the day I feel like a loser". Distracted Part: "But the sun always calls me and summer is hard for me to focus inside when the warmth comforts". Risk Part: …

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