Singing Schizophrenic Symbolism

I wish you were a pack of cigarettes cause you would have come with a warning.  Before I let you steal my breath I would a known how bad you were for me.  Some people lie, some people trust, some people hide what they're made of.  If you would a been lit up like a …

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Connection begins with somebody who identifies with you.

Why is it that so many of us are looking for a mate to complete us, fix us, enhance our lives or define us?  I have to admit, I was needy for a time and settled for a warm body beside me because I thought I could bring out the best in him.  But, he …

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Fail well to farewell

Fall on your face and fail spectacularly because when you fail you learn, when you fail you live. I so desperately want to keep this past chapter of my life open for the possibilities that I held out for, for the hope that all of my investment would pay me back in dividends and deposit …

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Accepting that fantasy was a facade

Hey new girl, If you and I were placed in a room to discuss the realities and expectations concerning your new relationship with my ex, would you value my perspective on his ability to be trusted, honored and respected or would you want to uphold the facades of freshness before they wear off?  If I …

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Healing for miracle dog

I had to pinch myself this morning when I woke up and wrote down my night dream because I realized the impossible had taken place in the natural and that is was confirmed as I slept.  My dog was physically healed through my dream, a request that I had put before The Lord more than …

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Laws of deception, attracting the wrong mate.

It is best described as a rubber band which gets held out and suspended for a long period of time.  With time the elasticity weakens and the shape cannot bounce back due to dry-rotting and cracking.  If left held out too long, the rubber band eventually snaps. What is left has to redefine itself another …

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Hurricane’s can’t take anything

I had a dream two nights ago where I was in the passenger seat and Daddy God was driving. We spoke to the coming hurricane together in a soft whisper, "peace be still" and declared calm over the raging waters. When I woke up I had incredible comfort knowing my Father in heaven trusts me …

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What church doesn’t get about Jezebel

When I use my own story as an example of what Daddy has brought me through, it should be that story that others hear without being offended, after all it is my testimony, not something everyone has to agree with.  The depictions of the Jezebel spirit that I have heard preached from pulpits however, are …

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Everyone eventually leaves

I have always joked that I am my own worst enemy. I hear a lot of people chime in with agreement of that statement, especially if they are able to get in touch with their emotions. I'm certain that those who have spent years of dissociating, have foundational reasons for covering up their feelings, it …

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Don’t let me flatline

Process is synonymous with family. What God did for you becomes my prophecy. I can use your testimony to speak hope into my circumstance. Revelation without application leaves it in frustration. Apply it to your life. Practical way to birth a promise. Trust something different. You be you and I'll be me and I'll be …

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