A Greater Venture

Obviously this manager was determined to get me out of his establishment, and he did a great job.  His antics were nothing less than threatening and juvenile at best.  I felt completely degraded.  When I left I knew that nothing would appease him in the future if I stayed and I no longer felt safe.  …

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Rebounding into relationships

Rebound relationships seldom make it for the long haul because grieving the death of relationship is similar to a loved one dying.  When I interviewed a man who had been re-married for 20 plus years he simply stated that he regretted not being alone before starting to date again.  Loneliness has a way  of interfering …

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Shooting “school scares” symbolize suggestion

Sadly, Facebook has been bought and paid for, yet another political avenue to have the mass population drink the juice about diseases spreading, autism being contained through food, the paleo diet being a sudden new invention, opiates aiding pain and teens going on shooting rampages for the glory of a massacre.  Why else do we …

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WAFFLEHOUSE & Wild Encounters

"Please don't air out all of my personal relationship rifts in front of all these people", was all I could think when the Pastor acknowledged my single-hood from the pulpit.  I thought for sure that my deepest, darkest sins were going to be put on blast before a group of strangers and let's face it, …

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For Far too Long

For far too long, I have carried physical pain in my body, perhaps my whole life. I attributed much of my pain to the emotional sufferings I endured and witnessed as a child. I didn't make that connection until I was hospitalized for an eating disorder many years ago. Perhaps developing a love/hate relationship with …

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Mental stimulation surpasses sex

Last time I checked a guy out with a glance over, was last weekend.  He had the physical attributes that I found appealing and seemed nice enough.  The key words are, "nice enough", because the description screams apathy, and is indeed applicable here.  As soon as I gazed upon him for 5 seconds I quickly …

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Impotent beliefs of church

Most people believe that sexual behavior defines the person engaging in it. I have been the object of many conversations where "helpful" people were trying to figure out how to correct my identity issues that tagged me with a "bad reputation". Amazingly enough, church was impotent when it came to ministering to the core lies …

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Rebuilding Relationship

March 2, 2014 Being on the precipice of exhaustion for a long time coming, I was asking Daddy how to do healthy relationships and get me off of the emotional roller coaster ride I had been on.  When I moved to Georgia without a job but hopes for continuing my business down here and starting …

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Fitness model exercises wholeness steps

To walk out a life of wholeness, one would first have to know what one wants out of life.  Some people don't want to know why they suffer because they are afraid of uncovering something big that would stir up even more chaos.  I have never been such a person, usually I use chaos as …

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My part in deliverance

The beauty of resting in Daddy is that when we truly do it, our ways of figuring life out proves to be exhausting.  I didn’t make any new year’s resolutions because I didn’t want to fail at another goal if I broke my own promises to myself.  The peace that I had attained in the …

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