Housing my thoughts

Entry to my soul may appear to be dismal and bleak as I walk through the archway, but it really is an encasing to narrow the way inside without distraction from moving forward. Much like my life, the anticipation of addressing what is on the other side of desire can be a consequence or lighted …

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Intertwining thoughts

Lord God bring greater peace and the ability to hear your voice clearly, open the secret treasures to me, and bring me the rich inheritance that you gave me in a dream as a child, renew my strength so I can grasp and hold onto those beginning deposits of my destiny. Make my calling more …

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Parts of me fear the evening

Task Master Part: "Well I have all these ideas during the day and get so emotionally exhausted at night because if I'm not productive during the day I feel like a loser". Distracted Part: "But the sun always calls me and summer is hard for me to focus inside when the warmth comforts". Risk Part: …

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Spiritually dismantling pain

After years of scheduling three or four doctors’ visits in a week I relate well to afflicted patients and misunderstood medical phenomena.  I have had my chart flagged in many physicians’ notes for being a hypochondriac and I repelled people when seeking prayer at church.  Now, being on the other side of relying on a …

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Unbelief hurts

Unbelief is the worst thing we could do according to Jesus, He actually left towns who saw miracles but remained skeptical. This tragedy keeps Holy Spirit bound and unable to prove that Daddy gives blessing and doesn't take it away. I'm sorry that Christian culture lacks belief in a miraculous God who flows in the …

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Suffering can advance you.

Dan Mohler has much more to say If I recorded all of my racing thoughts, my thousands of questions I have on a daily basis, or typed up the stack of journals that are as tall as I am, I would still find new angles of argument to present to The Lord.  It seems that the …

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